limegreencat

Pain and Greatness How can I go on What's so special about you Just what keeps me haning on There's so many things I want to tell you I've kept things to myself for so long Just trying to find the right things to say The smile that lights up even the darkest of days The hug that warms the coldest of nights The kiss that tastes sweeter than sugar I tresure the time we had The walks we took And of course the laughs we shared I wish I could let go But the harder I try the more I can't do it Simply because that's what LOVE did to me Love can be the greatest thing And yet be the worest pain someone has ever felt And I yern for th

 The Moment The music plays and we start to sway You hold me close and we move around the floor I rest my head agnest your chest I feel the sounds of your heart This feels so good I never want this to end Your arms wraped around me as if hugging me while we dance You don't even care who sees us do you A small smile forms on my face knowing you are proud to have me here You make me feel as if no one were even around but us The moment I know you do care You make me feel like I'm the one the special someone you've looked for And as I feel eyes on I I close mine I don't even care if they stare I'm loved Even if we don't say it I kn

          The Road Gone is something we say when things are no longer around While lost is something that isn't seen right now But does this pertain to people as well And what really is the difference between the two Can something or someone be both gone and lost I feel gone but yet I'm here so am I really lost How do I explain I'm lost to someone when they are looking right at me Is it better to be lost or gone All in the mind I guess But either way I'm not here at least I don't feel I am Can you even see me or am I hoping on false hopes Hear me at least I beg for some guidence Nothing I seem to try works Everythi

This is torture. It's consuming me. It's all I think about. I can't sleep. I want it, crave it. I pace the floors. I drop to my knees and let out a scream in agony. I feel it in my veins. It burns. I taste it on my tongue. There's nothing I can do to stop this. I feel hot, like I'm on fire. But drip no sweat. The poison completly takes over my body. I'm out for pain now. Out for the kill. Hunting, searching for just the right victim. I spot one perfect for my tastes. The sounds of terror break the night's silence. The feeling of ripped flesh brings pleasure. I smile, wet my lips, and bid a goodbye as the final slash is made. The life is gone

Why does it have to end this way? Why do you have to leave now? Can't you see I need you? Cant you come back? How am I do live without you everyday? What do I do when I need you? Who am I to turn to? What does this hurt so much? What do i do when I hear that song? Things weren't ment to be this way I can't stand that I can't see you I can't talk with you the way I did I never eve got to say goodbye I will never again see your smiles Or share in your laughs The little in sides jokes are just a memory now There's nothing I can do to bring you back I must go on living while you look down upon me And when it's my time I will s

I'm sorry... I'm sorry I am not really thin I'm sorry I'm not a super model I'm sorry my hair isn't always in place I'm sorry that my skin isn't always clear I'm sorry I'm emotional I'm sorry I cry alot I'm sorry I'm not rich I'm sorry I dont' have an expencive car I'm sorry my family is disfounctional I'm sorry that I wasn't popular in school I'm sorry that I'm a drop out I'm sorry that I'm not perfect But most of all I'm sorry that you can't see the real person I am I'm sorry that you stick up your nose when I walk by I'm sorry that you are this shallow you don't want to get to know me I'm sorry that you lost you on the laug

  The Bond of life..........   She watched him walk by. Not saying a word as he smiled sweetly at her.  Just as he always did. How cruel the world will be that the two can't be together. Not yet anyhow. She needed to learn a few things first. She didn't notice then however. The simple days she thought she knew were over. The harshness of the world was hanging heavey over her now. No one knew how much hatered she really had for herself now. She too would find out soon enough.   As time passed she noticed things changing. She was unhappy in life. No one could ever really figure on why, or how to fix it. For she was the one who would fi

All she feels is rage She's only knows pain and anger No one cared about the poor girl who cried No one cared that he drank No one looked at the marks on her face and her arms The beaten child that became the angry teen Dark cold hearted No one cared that she was a cutter No one cared thatshe secretly hated everyone Including herself She didn't wear black She didn't fail in school She had friends She even had a boyfriend No one could tell she hurt so bad No one knew anything Or maybe they did but were afraid Like her mother was That night when she was in her room She heard them fighting again This time it was different